This time it’s your turn to read my tumblr posts. I screwed up. I admitted it. And im sorry. I know sorry doesnt count for anything these days. But showing it does. It will take time like you said, i even know that, but its worth a shot. Our friendship is something i dont wanna lose. idk about you but throwing away 10 years of friendship doesnt sound very great to me. Those 10 years of friendship have been the best years of my life. There has been soo many memories together that i know neither you or me will ever forget no matter what happens. I’m willing to try to repair this almost shattered friendship as long as you are too. Together, i know we can do this. I may have more faith in it than you right now, but like you always say..things can change. For the good too. And that’s what im planning on happening. I know for sure that i dont deserve this chance your giving me. I haven’t deserved any of the past chances you or anyone else has giving me. I honestly dont think i deserve much after the way i act. After the way i treated my bestfriend, i can’t look at myself like a good person anymore. I can’t believe i did all of that to you. Idk what happened? It was a horrible point in my life that i’m going to pass by. Humans screw up. Alot. I’m human. But i’m going to work on becoming a better human for how ever long it takes to repair our friendship. Although your much better at friendships than me, always has been ever since that day we met at Holy Family school..3rd grade..Ms. Dankert’s class. Ever since then my life has flipped. It has been full of laughs and giggles and jokes and pictures and screwing around and having someone there for me always. Up until, well i guess a few months ago like you said. I’m not gonna forget what i did to you but i will improve. I know none of these words will mean anything to you until i really show improvement and you believe you can at least trust me a little more. If it takes my whole senior year..so be it. If it takes a few months..even better. If it takes weeks..greatt! So i’m going to try as hard as i can. I need you to try too only if you want. But i’m getting my bestfriend back. I love you girl. And your still the one person who knows the most about me. Even if you think i don’t. Who else am i gonna talk to about stuff besides you? Yeah i’ll talk to Tommy. But thats nothing like talking to the one person i’ve been closest with for 10 years. And that would be you my bestfriend. And I wanted to say i’m sorry one last time and i’ll always be here whenever you want me to be. Now let’s try to make the best of the rest of our lives together as bestfriends.
- 1 day ago
